Monday, December 14, 2009

I HATE CF!!!

Where do I start. I hate this disease! I hate everything about the letters C, a wimpy curved letter that can't even stand up straight. F , this letter is the wickest of all....the beginning letter for so many slander and foul words. Put them together and they represent the crappiest, most unfair abbreviation in the human language. CF, cystic fibrosis. It should read"a disease that robs you of all your closest most amazing warriors"in the dictonary. This disease has a way to sneak up on you and rip all your confidence and self love away from you in one cough. Now I have just learned of the passing of a great, amazing, words can't describe , friend and fellow cf warrior. Jason Barry. First Kyle York ,and now Jason. Two , young and caring gentlemen in the true meaning of the word. Gone. Just taken away from those who love them the most. No warning. Just gone. Two jokesters in heaven trying to convince God that cf should be a spoken word of the past.
I hate the fact that these two guys while never be around to play practical jokes on the nurses of St. Mike's ever again. No more fake g-tubes or bed pans on their heads. No more IV pole skating and smiles that warm your heart. And why does this effect the cf world. Because it is unfair to take warriors from our defense! I didn't know these guys like their families did, but I tell you I still cry just the same, because today just a little of my hope for the future has been robbed from us all. CYSTIC FIBROSIS SUCKS! CYSTIC FIBROSIS SUCKS! CYSTIC FIBROSIS SUCKS! I HATE IT, I HATE IT , I HATE IT!